my odd depression...

my odd depression...

most people now know I am Gay, many "doesn't" like the fact that I am Gay. Most didn't see that part in me being Gay! To be honest, I am Gay. Just the way it has to be... When life takes you by the hand, it's there to guide you the way. I have not seem to gain friendships with people as I like to, no matter how much I try, I still give it my best. To give them a chance on who I am as a person!


My family has been very supportive, and I value that very much like no other. Ever since I told them, they have been feeling rather odd around me. Like they are holding it in like it is a secret, this should not be told as if it were a secret. Should be said, proudly and with care. I feel lost, it was my choice on to tell them now other then telling them later on. Telling them now, made me feel good on who I am.


I feel scared, on something though. I have told a few of my friends, I am thinking on confronting them again. And tell how I feel, they too felt like I am a bad person. Run off, and hide... They say they love me as a friend, then they should love me for who I am too, I can still be their friend but it seems like it is too much for them or something, it is like this is a bad thing. It is only a bad thing if you make it into something bad right?


I have a job that I love, and everyone knows there. Atleast that is a good thing to know...


although it is good to be scared for something